i want to become an animator !
i have done my gce Alevels and right now am doing engineering in COmPUTERs and system degigning crap ( am failing failed in first year! opted for a drop out joined again in second year unfortunately failed again repeating secondyear AGAIN and have to give the first year papers ! !I AM the worst student!!!!! in the entire department!

its no use!
but i think i have found a light at the end of the tunnel !
i want to travel to usa uk or canada or any other good country for a degree in animation!
can u help me out i am right now in a country called pakistan! (baldly hit by south asian earthquake! recently but i am in karachi right now! and am away from the quake hit belt)
i was surfing the ucas website for going to uk and came to an abrupt conclusion
that all the universities everyWHERE (for animation) require
that i should have an aRTs and design subject in Alevels! (and i dont have it!

now what should i do?
and no there are no studies or field related to animation in PAKISTAN!
another question suppose if i do end up becoming a good animator(on my own) can i get a job in usa uk or canada or with absolutely no qualification! or degree in animation
just my killer demo reel?
sorry about my english !
plz help me out!
am worried so much i get nightmares everynight seeing myself falling of the cliff! (a sign of upcomming dark future (read somewhere))
RIGHT NOW I AM A TOTAL LOSS OF INVESTMENT!
BUT I AM DETERMINNED THAT I REALLY CAN ANIMATE
HELP ME