I would like to keep painting but it's so hard.
For instance, I have the photo of this painting in Photoshop and couldn't resist shifting the color of the background.
I came up with a gorgeous purple/red that worked better than the blue. Then I tweaked the flesh tones... etc etc. (this photo is "untouched")
That is what the computer has done. It has let the genie out of the bottle. Once you have that kind of power and control it is very hard to go back. Before, when it wasn't possible to do that type of color shifting it wasn't a problem. Now that you know what is possible it becomes almost a frustrating annoyance in the back of your head: "If this were on the computer I could fix the skin tone with a few clicks of the mouse."
Ultimately though... the final product has to be enough satisfaction. The other scary thing is "letting it go". That painting is gone now. Off on it's voyage miles and miles away. I have a photo of it but I don't have the physical painting anymore. Kind of sad for me in a strange way...
... okay... it isn't just sad... it kind of freaked me out at first.
By the way here is an updated photo. I did some final tweaks (shirt, suit and signature) of the painting Saturday before it left my possession on Sunday morning. I didn't have an opportunity to photograph it properly (the first photo was shot outdoors in bright sunlight. This one was shot inside with not such great lighting so the colors shifted and it's slightly "blurry" from a slower shutter speed.)
-vern